Abreast of One of My Favorite Times of Year

Greetings fuzzers, bots, spoofers, DoSers, frauders and phishers! You came to this IP address in good intention I see, as you see me see you see me, just now. I thought I would digest of some story telling of my recent times in Canada. Would you care to ^C a minute and tail -f my_stories ??

What a nightmare hell it's been, saying from the destroyed nerve endings of mine, however my spirit is unwaving and my faith is gaining and God is ever present among the beauty I witness in nature, that He created. I am yet still undergoing loooong term recovery for my last bmx riding accident where I had broken my knee. I had dropped back into my city with only my two feet and a heartbeat, but brand new shoes. A possibly amazing woman and I failed to get along, it came abruptly to an end and I returned to the very (large, populous) place I stated I never wanted to come back to. Why? It is my base camp. I, however, did not actually believe myself when I said I never wanted to come back, I suppose I hid the truth from even myself, that, I just needed to get away from the loud, populous, aggravating, full of rude people place that was and chill. Well that was.. I suppose about this time last year. The other day I thought to think if I'd have any actually good memories from this past time in the city and came to an easy to say nope. With the exception of this time of year. A very important person in my life, a relative of mine, her birthday is actually on the autumn solstice. On the very day. I'd ever wonder, perhaps is it possible, there's an extra blessing in this time of year I feel because from my own lineage, in my today's bones, I know and am with my blood family? Think what you want about that, but, Canada, especially Alberta (where I am, stash that in your spank bank you opsec perverts), is AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL. Not just to the appearance, but to the smell, sensation and casting of memories of years past. Every season in this blessed part of the world has these effects, however, in my opinion none as strong as the dying of the tree growth, the desperation of the insects and the slow, what which takes weeks to creep in, onset of coldness. It sweeps the ground, and causes fog sometimes too. This is a GREAT part of the year fuck all you haters, and shit talkers, and schemers, and losers, and bigots, and manipulators, and ungodly fucks, to hell with you, what's more important? Your pride? Your accomplishment? Your credibility? Or THIS VERY EARTH WE STAND ON, I shall enjoy, my spirit shall not wane, nay, rather increase. I win.

Summary of that last thought above there was I hated the entire time living with that one friend of mine, he's losing it seriously, and might very well pose a serious risk to either somebody or society in general, that attitude is fucking far out in space man, how does a man encourage himself like that with impunity?!

I have moved again from the busy city to a OH SO MUCH quieter place! Albeit there's less here, less is definitely more, after the last 2 years of my life. So you know what time it is? It's time to get back to work. No, not a paycheque, not a virtual digit, not a stake or a say or a right of action in some firmament of control (bank, capitalism), MY WORK. My study of linux, computing, my hobbies of graphic art, system administration, hacking (ethically of course), and doing cool stuff! As always! I'm sure I've mentioned this before!

Please observe: My CodeStats Over The Years From My Text Editor. If you inspected well enough you might've deduced that my most productive times of the year are bone deth winter. Aha! I am already heading with a good amount of momentum this december freeze right now. Just this morning, since yesterday, I installed ProxMox on my M90q and accidentally erased my original EFI partition that would've had crypto information to even use my windows I had just the day before. I sought since yesterday evening to fix it with proxmox that I just installed and a SWEEEEEEET SUCCESSFUL GUIDE on how to use proxmox for GPU passthrough and use a virtual machine hardwired to one of my GPU cards. Geez, I hope I am not writing run on sentences, if I am I sincerely apoligize, but my terminal does not wrap ....

Anyways, and, I wondered if it were possible to make and see that claim that you only lose 3% performance in an environment like ProxMox or Qubes and running windows 10/11 and your games. I am pretty damn sure I will not be arsed to or perfect enough, or diligent enough, to actually purify that judgement myself, but, I learned something REALLY COOL is that my M90q plays Eve Online at 90 fps, when vsync is off, and nothing overheats basically, but, my X250 (another Lenovo but 12.5" screen laptop) just can't jam like that, nowhere's close. I'd be REALLY happy with a solid 22 fps on this laptop. Well. A thing called RDP or Remote Desktop Protocol, a windows thing, I know, gross right, except it can actually beam over my wifi router from my M90q VERY NOT BAD! To my X250 with DDR3 2333GHz and 3rd gen i5 or something. It doesn't cook my board out using rdesktop and it plays eve MUCH BETTER just over my wifi from proxmox and my fully gpu passthrough windows 11 virtual machine. This I achieve but only a few hours ago. I think it's really cool. SO NOW?! I can't tell you, because that's opsec suicide, for one, and for two, y'all would discover that I REALLY HAVE NO LIFE and FAR TOO MUCH TIME on my hands, that I would/could or try doing this. Aha, but, one of my websites, yes, I will write about musicplace.vip battles in another post soon.

Anybody that knnows me on the OPEN AND GLOBALLY FEDERATED FREE XMPP NETWORK knows that I DO and CAN talk A LOT and seemingly to no end. So I bid you a happy Autumn, KEEP YOUR SPIRITS UP, THEY'RE JUST ASSHOLES WITH NO WORTH THAT'S WHY THEY'RE THAT WAY. I'm da champ, you da champ, pce ✌️
PS: oh my GOD do I have so many ideas, I can't wait to show people the cool stuff I'm planning and hoping to do this winter aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Here's two screenshots just cuz, related to my endeavors this past 1.5 days:




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